Thursday, November 12, 2009

Non Warrantable Condo Banks

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From an early age, but really tiny, I always wondered if there was a reason why I found myself just to be born in Italy, in my own small town, with those two strange adults who call mom and dad, just in that house with a courtyard shared with the brother of life, even if not blood, who lived 25 meters from me ... I know I always thought you would say so ... but I'm not totally agree! I've always felt that life was not an accident, that everything that happens has a meaning and that each of us is here to do something, to make a contribution to the life of the world. Since then, at some stage 'ups, I've heard this question arise and become urgent, at times I have to be anesthetized so even believed to have driven out the disturbing question, but in reality I just put my head in the ground like ostriches (and as a great friend of mine says: "Watch the ostrich that puts its head in but out in open view and is well served the ass!" I love the wisdom ...). Today in 31 years that need to be answered is getting stronger, but is not that I need an answer I want from others, is not the answer "in words" that manages to put his soul in peace .. No! The problem is just that I do not mind at rest I want, I want to find the answer every day walking, looking at the world, day by day as a miracle that God (or in any other way to speak, I like it even if I do not mean that God certainly codified many religions, but a God Nature, Essence and Spirituality ...) gave us the opportunity to live. For years I have also asked: "and if it was all a dream?" yoga is also said something like this, and in many other cultures and traditions ... and you know who I am today to respond? Well if it's all a dream I'll find out not trying to figure out if it is or not, but trying to feel, taste and then maybe you wake up. In recent months I've heard all sorts to me and very often (almost always) to people I love but in contrast to some 'time ago I came not too much to justify myself defending my actions. If one believes in what he does should already be clear, and the other be free to express their feelings. Maybe I have become careless, or perhaps freeing more and more I learned to love the freedom of others and to ensure more and more, that loving someone meant to set them free, even to make mistakes, get hurt until the kill. We know what the fate of the other?! But if you do not even know what our ... So today when demand comes back I can do other than walking, taking to heart a goal but enjoying every step and the landscape that greets me each time around. I live in the present with the past in the heart and the future at your fingertips.
Buon Viaggio